Wednesday, December 11, 2013. I still wish I had this. It was so much easier. 21 years ago you left. I still feel you near me. But the hurt and missing are sharp today. No one will ever take your place. I smell of IcyHot today. The detriment of a very sore back. I happen to like the smell. I am such a contradiction that I am often left wondering,. Who is the real me? Wednesday, December 4, 2013. Just three words on the screen. And in an instant tears poured down.

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Monday, January 9, 2017. If I am so blessed,. Why do I feel so un-blessed? 2016 is gone. I feel like I have totally lost a year of my life. It was a year of feeling a total lack of control. It just happened, second by second, minute by minute, day by day and it was gone. I have been away from my blogging for way too long. Writing is a way for me to clear my thoughts, and flush the toilet so to speak. I need to be real here. 2016 was a year I turned my cheek. So many times, my face bled.

Thursday, July 31, 2014. I have been working with Grey and Neve on a new fun concept. Admittedly, it is a concept that should have been drilled in their heads several years ago, but hey, I am still new at this grandmother gig. So today we, I mean they, worked on picking up what I like to call Barbie-land-from-hell. I know what to call it because Mary and Audrey used to make the same mess. Yep, he may need to fi.